Goodbye to Yesterday

I am very emo now... having said that, I need to put a closure to my past that I still hold on very dearly till today. It would probably be a better idea to find the other person to sit down have a little chat but then I think I have tried many times to do that, in which I was rejected. Despite going through so much shit and all, I still do treasure the times we shared together because sometimes I believe that is truly the Hsin-Ee whom I met and knew. And that is my mistake because people do change and people meet new people and people may not be the same again with the old people they know because circumstances change time and again. And when two people who are so close together do not change at the same pace, then one loses the other isn't it. Funny it turns out to be because I wasn't the one who is the instigator here and yet I am trying my best to rectify things. Then again, like i said before, the best friend whom I knew and loved is gone for good. I guess she has been gone the day we arrived here. Goodbye cha boh, maybe I'll see you in another lifetime.

Another random post

I do not know why i keep coming back (once and year) and still kept this space... I guess this is cater for when and if I suddenly disappear/die then the few people whom i know and out of very rare occasion will read my stuff.. I shall be remembered haha

It is so sunny today after a gloomy/cold/nippy weather yesterday but unfortunately Vincent is working, everyone else is sick or busy and therefore I can't be bothered going out alone. Which also led to me being emo again hahaha suddenly going busybody looking through friends' facebook profile on where they're working now,etc, and I thought to myself - that could have been me :(
Robert Frost- The Road Not Taken is what has been bugging my mind occasionally, especially when you have nothing that you want to do. Well I did went down that path that I so wanted and I knew was going to be great, until life stops you at another point and present you with choices to be made, which usually meant you can't HAVE IT ALL. I do know that I am not regretting this road - it is wonderful, it's just that the other road might just be too short-lived. Hopefully one day I will be able to go there again for a visit perhaps down memory lane. Life is indeed what you made it out to be and any consequences should always be swallowed with pride and joy.